Friendship.

“Let’s just be friends.”

The sentence that everybody dreads to hear.

Can ex-lovers really just be friends though?

I don’t have an answer to that. It depends on the tone of the break-up, of the personalities of the two people in question and many other factors like their friends, environment and lingering feelings for each other.

A clean break is always better because it results in distance that will help mend a broken heart faster.

But what if you can’t bear to leave her?

She was such a big part of my life. I’ll go as far as to say that she was quite possibly my everything. My life revolved around her, even though she might not have realized it. I meant every word I said when I told her that I love her and that I’ll try my best to make her the happiest girl in the world. She was, and still is, my number one priority.

Towards the end of the relationship, there was this question that I wanted to ask her but never had the courage to. Oblivion is bliss, they say.

I would have taken a bullet for her without hesitation.

But would she have done the same?

We are the engineers of our own fate. I still believe in that, but sometimes certain things are out of our control.

“If it’s meant to be, it will be.”

This is what all of my friends have been telling me, and that is the motto I’m going to live by.

I’m leaving it all up to fate and hoping it deals me a nice hand this time round. An Ace of Spades will be the best, but if that’s too much to ask for…

A Queen of Hearts will be fine too.

"我真的没有天份,安静的没这么快.

       我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你"

Translation: I really don't have the ability to get over you so fast. I'll try my best to forget you, but only because I love you so much.